TOM KAULITZ
ohk...so she is the writer of this wonderful fan fiction .......and her name is Nour Wan .....i hope u guys will enjoy her fiction ....she is awsome and one of my close frnd
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FOREVER AND MORE
Chapter 1. -
There he was in the middle of the club, sitting alone chugging down a bottle of beer, looking around him at all the girls, that to me seemed to look very cute, with this expression that seemed as though he was very bored and not interested.
It was a surprise that a guy with his looks was all alone in a club like this that seemed to be full of girls.
Unless this place was a...no, no. I mean if it was then what the hell am I doing here? Since when was I attracted to the same gender as I was.
‘Ew Ew Ew’ I thought. ‘ok-ay Anna get a grip, obviously this is not the place you thought it was… I mean look around you, the girls aren’t showing excessive PDA to their girlfriends like theirs no tomorrow..which is a good sign right?’
Suddnely I saw myself walk up to him out of the blue, ‘NO, walk away, walk away and just leave the guy alone, no go back GO BACK!’ I scolded myself.
In what seemed to be like seconds I saw myself in front of him.
‘What the hell am I doing?’ I asked myself blankly as I watched the scene play out in my head.
“Hi” I saw myself ask him gently as I sat myself down next to him.
He was wearing his hat really low, covering most of his face, a shadow casted upon his face.
Even though I couldn’t see most of his face I knew he was beautiful, a piece of art, walking and living amongst us humans.
He was so surreal, so unbelievable, and so irresistible.
That was when he slowly looked up at me, stared me deeply in the eye as a light look of excitement appeared on his face. I knew I was going to die, hypothetically speaking.
I gasped as he looked up at me and smiled, he was an angel that dropped out of heaven, I secretly wished he could be my angel.
Now that he lifted up his head I could finally see his face more clearly.
He had dark and some what light chestnut colored eyes, and the way he looked at me made me feel as though I was unique and the only person that mattered to him.
He was beyond perfect, even more perfect than all those posters I had of him hanging on my bedroom room walls.
His lips looked like two soft cotton clouds separated by a lip ring he had on his bottom lip.
Looking at him I could honestly believe that god had personally came down from heaven and had carved out his face on this body right in front of me,
I tried to get a hold of myself and act all cool, but when actually from the inside I was going to lose it any second because of him, I was a typical love struck teenager.
That was when I felt his hands slowly wrap around my waist and pull me closer to him.
I felt his cool breath against my face; I couldn’t take it any more, I just couldn’t. I guess I just am, as my uncle says, “a 15 year old girl with raging hormones.”
It was like there was a magnetic pull between us that forced me to come closer and decreased the little space between us.
Our eyes closed as our lips touched smoothly. He pulled me towards his chest grabbing my waist closer to his body.
I tugged at his shirt as the heat between us rose, and as he held my face between his hands.
I slowly broke our kiss as I pushed him back on the chair/couch.
‘No way this is happening to me, no freaking way. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!’ were the only words that rushed through my head as I saw myself having his moment with him. He looked at me again this time with this undescribable look, his look, I don’t know how to say it but it was just this look that made me feel tingles all over my body, as if ants were crawling up inside me.
Then he rolled from under me and…
“ OOF, what the?” I groaned to myself. I looked around me trying to get my focus back in place, I realized I was back in my room, well actually on the floor of my room, I had fell of my bed for those of you who were wondering.
At that moment I was about to run to my bathroom and take the whole bottle of sleeping pills, that I had bought for myself secretly, shove them into my mouth and go back to sleep; where I could dream endlessly of him.
But my laziness took over me, and that’s when I decided it was better if I just pretended I was still asleep.
‘Ahh, why cant my dreams ever come true’, I thought to myself as I placed both my hands at the back of my head and stared at the ceiling endlessly.
I was like that for about 5 minutes, even though it felt uncomfortable due to all the clothes, CD’s, Papers, Pens, and god knows what more was all scattered around me.
Buuuuzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz,my phone vibrated from under the pillow. I guessed it was just some text from my friend but when I grabbed it and looked at the screen I saw that it had been buzzing for about an hour ago and on a SCHOOL DAY.
‘Dammit I’m late!’
“oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit, please god not again. Why?” I wailed as I got up from the floor and grabbed any pair of jeans and shirt lying on the floor.
“ God oh why oh why? I know I broke the promise I made with you last time, about not sneaking out late, or taking money from mom without asking. But it was an emergency and did you see the shirt that I had spent the money on.. it was totally worth it for that party!” I asked god.
As I slipped my shoes on, grabbed my back pack, ran quickly to the bathroom brushed my teeth and applied some eyeliner then ran down the stairs screaming for my mom or for anyone in the house.
“Oh Great Juuuuust great, no ones in this freaking house. How the heck am I gunna get to school..” I said to myself. I am only 15 so people like me can’t drive, because they are too young, too irresponsible as my mom says.
Puh-leaze like talking on the phone, while the radio is on, trying to apply makeup, and carefully sipping her cup of coffee is responsible and safe, that’s what my mom does.
I laughed to myself loudy as an image of my mom appeared in my mind. God, it was some perfect embarrassing picture.
‘oky-do-ky Anna lets get your pretty ass to school before one of those evil teachers give you “the eye” and send you to detention again’, I slipped out my phone and pressed “MOONY” on speedial.
“Cumon,cumon..pick up already.” As her phone rang for the 4rth time.
Finally she picks up, obviously from the way she sounded, she had just woke up,
“What I do now Anna?” typical moony always so lost.
“Get up sunshine we have school today and are about to miss our Biology quiz if you don’t get up” I said optimistically, trying to keep myself from yelling at her for forgetting.
“OK-ay im up miss i-know-whats-best-for-you-so-listen-to-me, ill be there in 20.”
“10”
“15 and I am resting my case”
I grinned as her last offer. “Deal, but you better be here in 15, or else!”
“or else what, you’ll kill me with your unsharpened eye liner”, she laughed.
“ It might actually work on a complete bubble head like you.. im counting the seconds you know” I said as I rolled my eyes and pretended to look at my hand that apparently had no watch on it!
“okay,okay,okay” she laughed, and ended the pointless conversation of eyeliners and bubble heads
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<sorry its nothing WOW this is just the beggining stick to this story and i swear itll blow your mind away, so to speak! Next chapter its going to be Tom Kaulitz POV gotta read that one don’t you!? >
CHAPTER 2:-
<Tom’s POV>
‘Who’s that girl?’ I asked myself.
All I could see was her back, since she was turned around facing some of what I guessed were her friends.
She was holding a red bull can and every time she would say something that was important or exciting she would move her hands in response, causing the fluid to drop on the floor and splash every where.
‘Red bull? How can a girl like her stand all that caffeine? I can’t even stand drinking one whole can without me getting VERY VERY crazy and literally high.’ I thought as I continued staring at her.
What caught my attention was that she was the only girl in the whole club, or where ever I was, that actually had clothes on that covered her body parts, not that I don’t like see through shirts and all; But I don’t know why it just kind of annoyed me that I couldn’t see through her shirt.
She was so different. So colorful. So full of life.
She wore a black band shirt that outlined her body shape perfectly. It was tight but not the “suffocating tight” it was so obvious she could breathe since she was the only one in the room that was talking excessively, which revealed she was hyper or high on caffeine.
From here, I thought she had am-azing straight brown hair with blonde streaks in them that hung until her elbow.
I shook my head as I compared her to the other girls in the room, who looked as though they were about to faint or die from lack of oxygen or either because I was there with them in the same room.
As for her, she acted all cool as though she didn’t care or know who I was. She acted as if I wasn’t Tom Kaulitz, the most irresistible good looking twin from the most awesomest band, Tokio Hotel; I smiled at how much ego I had :D …
I got up and walk away from the group of fans that blocked my perfect view of her.
“Finally!” I sighed.
‘Please babe’s I know you guys all love me but seriously I need a time out’, I thought.
At last, I could finally see the back of her clearly, I noticed she wore this Light bright blue skinny jeans that screamed “look at me” with black converse sneakers that arrived till her ankles.
I realized she had a lot of ear piercing’s that were all pierced in some weird way, but I thought they were very cute.
‘She has really good taste in clothes and does look very cute from the back, jeez how am I gunna get closer to her without grabbing attention from the rest of the girls in the room; and without killing the poor girl. Okay maybe ill pretend to randomly roam around then maybe I could “accidentally” pass by her and then I could get a clear view of this girl. Man I’m genius, but all this thinking got my brain hurting…’ I thought as I rubbed my head, hoping the headache would disappear.
I rubbed my hands as I “randomly roamed” the room and got closer to this girl.
Suddenly she turned around, and smiled at me as she got something she dropped from the ground.
“ Oh-ma-gah” I gasped, as I finally got to see her face.
I couldn’t take my eyes of her.
Her Light and somehow dark brown hazel eyes that were carefully outlined by a thick layer of eyeliner stood out the most; her full lips that formed a perfect smile, her rosy cheeks that started to turn pink, and her fair skin.
I took a real good look at her face.
‘Amazing. God I hope my jaw didn’t drop’ I thought as my eyes locked in her beauty.
I moved my glare from off her face, scared that I might actually die from her uniqueness.
I couldn’t take it... I was going to loose it and just attack her in front of all these people. But I just decided to turn around and head back to the couch refusing to listen to my desires. It was very hard to do believe me, but I, Tom Kaulitz, can say no too!
I chugged down the drink the waitress gave me a couple of moments ago, hoping it would allow me to forget all about her.
I tapped my hand impatiently on the glass bottle as I thought of where the hell Bill, Georg, and Gustav had disappeared.
‘I mean I can’t be here all alone, can I?’ I stared at the glass floor which gave off a million disco colors.
“Hi”
This soft voice interrupted my thinking.
I froze, as I recognized her shoes, and the bright colored jeans.
It was her ! :o
She moved a couple of steps towards me..
‘Wha-ats she doing?!’
‘Shit Tom, she’s going to sit next to you. Man don’t be rude act all cool like you usually do.’ I thought boosting my ego way up high.
I finally decided to look up at her and guess what I saw?
<I know, I know. I’m overreacting! Whatever people. I mean if you all were there then you would understand. But you guys weren’t there were you? So shut up and pay attention. O and my apologies ladies for my meanness.> ;D
An angel. I was surprised she was even human to start off with.
She looked so immortal, so unreal when the dim light reflected off her perfect face.
That was when I reached out for her, grabbed her waist towards me, and kissed her smoothly.
(O-kay you totally pushed the line, I thought to myself… you barely know the girl and now you’re all over her? I heard my conscience say.)
But as she responded to my kiss, I ignored the little freaky voice in my head. < ;* >
The moment our lips touched I felt this electrical pulse run through out my entire body causing my pulse to speed up.
I forgot everyone else in the room.
It was just me and her; everyone else was tuned out of this moment we had.
She moved closer to me, and began to kiss me roughly; tugging at my shirt she pushed against me her most private parts.
She wanted this.
Well so did I.
I took her face in my hands, rubbing her cheeks softly. They felt so
Soft so velvet; and then out of no where she was on top of me and I wanted to feel her up so bad when…
“ OWW, you freakin’ retard”, I yelled in pain when my twin brother pulled the covers from under me causing me to fall out of bed instantly and land ass first on the ground.
“ Since when did you have a head made out of steal? Huh ?” Bill asked half smiling.
“ What the hell are you talking about retard?” I muttered as I rubbed my eyes hoping they would adjust to the sunlight that poured out of the window that was wide open. Which made me think that my brother secretly turned hippie over night and decided to open the windows to hear the sounds of the annoying birds chirping and the screams of “busy” cats. XD
“ I like hit you a couple of times with this, obviously not PG rated magazine,” he said as he showed me the cover proving his point.
(I rolled my eyes. Whoever saw this must think that Bill was older than me, more mature, and masculine. But it was the opposite.)“…ON THE HEAD so that you could wake up” yelling with frustration.
Then it hit me, so to speak, that his hitting me on the head was why I had a headache when I walked up to that girl…I sighed as I thought of this.
It was a dream; a very GOOD dream and Bill had to wake me up from it… What a bummer.
Out of everyone BILL disturbed my ‘happy hour’. My HAPPY dream.
I thought of putting my hands around his neck; choke him as I banged his head to the wall. HEHEHE that would be a site. ;]
“ Hey! Are you even listening to me?” Bill said as he waved his right hand in front of my face back and forth as if I were in another planet, which I WASN’T! XD < Readers, sarcasm never works when it’s so obvious, so I hope you take this in account>
I immediately snapped out of the thought of choking my younger brother.
“ Yah I got it MOM! Now will you go down stairs and make me breakfast, your son is rather hungry from all the action and energy he poured to his fans at the concert last night. Yes, they loved me; and only me!” I said as I teased Bill.
He looked at me wide eyed with a half grin showing on his face.
(Ha-ha I totally cut faced him, I thought) ;D
Out of the blues Bill got up and walked towards the door, half way through the room he turned around and gave me this familiar evil “I’m-going-to-get-you-back” look and said,“ Are you sure you don’t want to come down and watch this really funny video that I am about to set up for Gustav, George, Katie, and a couple of friends she brought over?”
“Uhhh...thanks for asking BILLIO but I think ill just stay here fall back asleep since I am so very tiered. And you wouldn’t want your baby to be tired, would you?” I made this baby face and laughed evilly in my head as I enjoyed the fact that I was pissing him off.
“ Okay then… But don’t ask me how everyone knew about that incident you had when you were 5, when you thought that your dick was a toy and tried to detach it from your body...” and he just walked away all “smiley faces” as he knew that he had won the game.
I just stared at him, mouth wide open, in shock of what he just said.
Then immediately slipped on a shirt and ran down the stairs to catch the wicked witch’s plan in action.
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“Man we got a lot of stairs…” I panted as I FINALLY stepped off the last step, and began to walk towards the living room when…
“CRRRAAAA—KKKKKKK”
“SHIT!” I yelled in pain.
“ow,ow,ow,ow,ow,ow,ow! I feel pain… ow,ow,ow,ow,ow…”
“O.MY.GOD, Tom? Are you okay?” Katie screamed, as she rushed to me.
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Katie is 16, and is originally from LA. But 3 years before she moved in with us she had met Bill at a hotel near the venue we were playing at.
She had been crying on the hotel’s rooftop since her boyfriend who by the way is ‘Alan’ keeps ignoring her, took another girl out for prom whom he is now in love with, used her like a rag doll, and had left her there all alone to heal her self since he had better things to do.
That’s when Bill came in the picture.
When she was about to throw herself off the building, Bill luckily was coincidentally there walking in peace when he saw her and grabbed her away from the edge of the building as quickly as possible.
Katie and Bill had stayed up throughout the night talking about their emotions, life, family and stuff like that.
(At least that is what I was told)
Ever since then they were inseparable they were attached like glue to paper.
They never did it, that’s for sure, since every time I would ask Bill when he was going to make his move. He would either tell me that it was still early, and that he wanted to make sure that everything worked out between them so their moment would be special and unforgettable or that it was non of my freakin’ business.
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“Uh… Yah babe, now that you’re here!” I winked as I took her hand and grabbed her down next to me.
(oooo its pay back time Bill, I thought evilly.) ;’]
I knew he would totally kill me in addition to him not talking to me for weeks, for touching his girlfriend like this or even pretending to be attracted to her; but I wasn’t attracted to her, thank god, not that she wasn’t pretty. But I just didn’t want to be.
It would be too awkward I mean with her being Bill’s girlfriend”
She chuckled lightly as she punched my shoulder softly and pulled away from me, “ Stop imaging, because you cant get this,” she said as she pointed her finger at her body.
<It’s a shocker that she was the same girl who had walked in with Bill the day she was so close to killing her self, she seemed so sad back then… and now she appeared to be full of life and hope for a better day. >
“Heeyyyyyyyy!!” Bill screamed as he ran towards me like and an angry bull and pushed me to the ground.
“ Sheesh dude chill I didn’t do anything.” I said, shocked at Bill’s temper.
“ hun’, calm down… you know Tom and his pervertedness…” she said as she pulled at Bills neck and grabbed him into a kiss.
“God!” I thought. Great! Now I have to watch the sensitive couple in action.
Totally gross. I mean they’re literally eating off each other’s faces
But at least they were happy, and since they were happy I was happy for them.
“ O-kay cutt it out please!’ I yelled grossed out.
“ HEY, you have NO right at all to say anything. Unless you want me to play that video” he wickedly smiled. XD
“Fine Mr-iam-so-sensitive-i-understand-all-the-girls. Whatever.”
I got up and walked away from the ‘on heat’ couple leaving them all alone to themselves, and threw myself on the couch where Georg happened to be peacefully sleeping.
“GET OFF!! Or else!” Georg screamed like a women who was about to deliver.
“You wanna come with me to that new mall they built like 2 blocks away from here? The sun is shining, the birds are chirping, time is flying and the chicks are waiting so get up!” I said merrily as I ignored his threat.
“ No. I’m tired, get lost.” He mumbled as he pushed me off of him.
“ We can buy the new scrubs season.” I said since I knew he was a total scrubs addict.
“Fine. But the next time you sit on me when I’m sleeping, I swear you wont live to see another day.” He glared at me hoping he looked scary and serious, but instead looked really hideous and funny.
Hahahahahahahahaha I laughed secretly to myself as I stared at georg’s image.
His hair was sticking up in every direction possible; his eyes were like half open…god he looked funny.
“YES MA’AM’ I snapped, as I hit my hand to my head in a salute.
After 15 minutes Georg was finally up, but apparently still sleepy, dressed and ready to go.
As for my pshhhhhtt it took like what? 5 minutes for me to end up looking this good. ;D
I got into the new black BMW Georg got for his birthday.
As Georg started the car, I turned on the radio real loud at any station It picked up, and opened up the windows to smell the fresh air of Germany.
God it was so good to be back.
It’s been so long, with us being on the American tour and all for our album “Scream”. Even though we were recording a new album it didn’t feel as hectic as it was in our tours.
I wanted to feel free, I wanted out.
I just wanted to go to any country were I could get peace under the sun, and constant lemonade.
Then it came to me…
“ Hey Georg you know what I’ve been thinking?”
“I don’t think I wanna know what goes on in your head? God knows how you stay alive with whatever’s saved in that shit” he said as he pointed at my head.
I rolled my eyes at what I thought was a total lame comment.
“ You heard of that country called Malaysia and all… you know the advertisement that always appears on the TV screen when you watch the stupid news, and goes Malaysia truellllyyyy aaasssssiiiaaaa” I laughed as I mimicked the advertisement.
“ Ha-ha you really got a pitchy voice there. Gotta’ work on that...” he teased.
I rolled my eyes< Again a very lame comment Georg! >,” Yah like you can even sing… two words come out from your mouth in your ‘singing voice’ I’ll be vomiting my insides out, from how bad you sound”
“Yah, yah. Whatever. Besides don’t be so sure your perfect” He mumbled as his eyes started to close.
“ Georg! Look at where you’re driving!” I shrieked.
“OKAY! Sorry” he said as he snapped out of the sleep trance he was in, but had failed to stay awake for the next second. Because the minute I turned my head away from him, his face was on the wheel as he drooled out “Georg” saliva all over his precious BMW steering wheel.
I looked at the road as I screamed half panicked and scared, “You shit head there’s a girl on the street. “
There was this teenage girl in the middle of the street and it appeared like she was crossing the road or something.
She stopped in shock as she saw us coming towards her and froze to the fact that GEORG wasn’t stopping.
“Geoorrgggggggg!!!! The girl”
Sccrrrr—eeeeeeeeeeeccchhhhhhhh…
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